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Will You Think of Me at the First Time?

Will You Think of Me at the First Time?  ·  2025, China
6.0
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● Completed 🕑 2025

Bai Shan, a 23-year-old Olympic swimmer, develops *dissociative amnesia* under competitive pressure - his mind erasing yesterday like waves washing away footprints. Each morning, he may wake up not recognizing Zhi Hao,…

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In 'Will You Think of Me at the First Time?', Bai Shan is a 23-year-old Olympic swimmer whose world fractures under the immense pressure of competition. Diagnosed with dissociative amnesia, he wakes each morning with no memory of the previous day—his past erased like footprints washed away by relentless waves. Every sunrise forces him to relearn who he is, and more painfully, who Zhi Hao is. Zhi Hao, his devoted boyfriend, must reintroduce himself day after day, reliving the pain of being forgotten while never giving up hope. This delicate, heart-wrenching series explores the fragility of identity and the resilience of love when memory fails. With only 40 short episodes, the drama offers an intimate, slow-burn romance that asks: can love survive when the person you love can't remember you? The emotional core lies not in grand gestures, but in the quiet, repeated act of choosing each other anew.

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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 1
Season 1 · Jun 26, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 2
Season 1 · Jun 26, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 3
Season 1 · Jun 26, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 4
Season 1 · Jun 27, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 5
Season 1 · Jun 29, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 6
Season 1 · Jul 01, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 7
Season 1 · Jul 02, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 8
Season 1 · Jul 04, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 9
Season 1 · Jul 05, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 10
Season 1 · Jul 07, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 11
Season 1 · Jul 09, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 12
Season 1 · Jul 10, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 13
Season 1 · Jul 11, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 14
Season 1 · Jul 13, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 15
Season 1 · Jul 15, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 16
Season 1 · Jul 17, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 17
Season 1 · Jul 18, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 18
Season 1 · Jul 20, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 19
Season 1 · Jul 22, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 20
Season 1 · Jul 25, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 21
Season 1 · Jul 27, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 22
Season 1 · Jul 29, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 23
Season 1 · Aug 01, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 24
Season 1 · Aug 04, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 25
Season 1 · Aug 06, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 26
Season 1 · Aug 08, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 27
Season 1 · Aug 11, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 28
Season 1 · Aug 15, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 29
Season 1 · Aug 17, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 30
Season 1 · Aug 20, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 31
Season 1 · Aug 22, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 32
Season 1 · Aug 24, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 33
Season 1 · Aug 26, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 34
Season 1 · Aug 28, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 35
Season 1 · Aug 30, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 36
Season 1 · Sep 02, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 37
Season 1 · Sep 05, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 38
Season 1 · Sep 06, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 39
Season 1 · Sep 08, 2025
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Will You Think of Me at the First Time? Episode 40
Season 1 · Sep 11, 2025
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ocean_blue_dreams
March 2025
8/10
I cried so many times watching Bai Shan forget Zhi Hao over and over. Yes, the acting isn't perfect and the kiss was weird, but the raw emotion of someone choosing to love again every single day? That got me. I'm a sucker for tragic romance and this delivered. Wang Chen Rui's eyes said everything words couldn't.
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plot_logic_lord
April 2025
4/10
I wanted to like this concept but the execution was a mess. The amnesia rules are inconsistent—sometimes he remembers things from years ago, sometimes he forgets Zhi Hao's name within minutes. The plot relies on unrealistic coincidences and the pacing drags. The infamous 'kiss' scene is as bad as everyone says. A wasted premise.
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lens_and_light
May 2025
5/10
The color grading is gorgeous—soft blues and grays that mirror Bai Shan's foggy mind. A few shots of the swimming pool at dawn are genuinely beautiful. But the directing lets it down; scenes feel staged and the camera work is static. The visual potential is there, but the low budget and rushed production show.
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music_in_my_heart
June 2025
6/10
The piano theme that plays every time Bai Shan wakes up confused is haunting. I've had it stuck in my head for days. The ending song is also pretty, though the vocal mixing feels amateur. Overall the music carried my emotional investment when the script stumbled. Worth a listen even if you don't watch the show.
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consent_matters
July 2025
3/10
I'm uncomfortable with how Zhi Hao's constant presence—even when Bai Shan doesn't recognize him—is framed as romantic rather than potentially coercive. The power dynamic of a partner who remembers everything while the other has no agency is never examined. The show misses a chance to explore ethical intimacy under these circumstances.