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My Beautiful Man

My Beautiful Man  ·  2021, Japan
7.5
2,379 ratings
6
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● Completed 🕑 2021

Seventeen-year-old Hira, who is at the bottom of the class, tries to remain invisible at school, never wanting to open his mouth and expose his stuttering speech to his classmates. He views the world through his camera…

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In the halls of a Japanese high school, Hira (Yagi Yusei) is a ghost. A stutter traps his voice, and he wields his camera as a shield, observing the world from a safe distance. His lens finds its singular obsession in Kiyoi (Hagiwara Riku), the untouchable, beautiful king of the school. Kiyoi is everything Hira is not—confident, commanding, and surrounded by adoring peers. When Kiyoi inexplicably begins ordering Hira around—demanding his homework, making him run errands—Hira submits willingly, interpreting each command as a precious thread of connection. But My Beautiful Man is not a simple story of a wallflower worshipping a bully. Told first from Hira's adoring, obsessive point of view, the series slowly peels back layers to reveal Kiyoi's own insecurities, loneliness, and desperate need for someone to see past his perfect facade. The show masterfully shifts perspective, forcing viewers to question their assumptions about both leads. It’s a raw, psychological exploration of two deeply flawed teenagers—one who puts his beloved on a pedestal, and one who hides his true feelings behind cruelty—who must learn to communicate before they can truly love. With haunting cinematography that turns every glance into a prayer, and a finale that redefines everything you thought you knew, this is Japanese BL at its most uncompromising and unforgettable.

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My Beautiful Man Episode 1
Season 1 · Nov 18, 2021
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My Beautiful Man Episode 2
Season 1 · Nov 25, 2021
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My Beautiful Man Episode 3
Season 1 · Dec 02, 2021
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My Beautiful Man Episode 4
Season 1 · Dec 09, 2021
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My Beautiful Man Episode 5
Season 1 · Dec 16, 2021
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My Beautiful Man Episode 6
Season 1 · Dec 23, 2021
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cherry_blossom_love
March 2025
10/10
I don't even know how to put into words what this show did to me. Hira and Kiyoi are so messed up and so perfect for each other—I cried through the entire last episode. It's not a healthy love, but it's real, and the way they finally see each other had me sobbing. The acting is everything. Kiyoi's vulnerability hidden behind cruelty, Hira's quiet devotion... I've watched it three times already. This is what BL should be: raw, beautiful, and unforgettable.
LO
logic_over_fluff
January 2026
4/10
I genuinely don't understand the hype. The entire series is Hira being a doormat and Kiyoi being a jerk, and we're supposed to root for them? The twist that Kiyoi liked him all along doesn't excuse years of verbal abuse and physical aggression. The pacing is glacial, and the so-called 'beautiful' cinematography can't hide a story that romanticizes toxic behavior. If this is the best Japanese BL, I'm worried for the genre. Koyama was the only character worth watching, and he deserved better.
CB
cinematic_bl_fan
August 2025
9/10
I came for the story but stayed for the visuals. The way the camera frames Kiyoi like a god—halos of light, petals falling in slow motion—it's genius. You see exactly why Hira worships him. The shift in perspective is brilliantly realized through subtle changes in lighting and focus. The final shot of the two of them is literally a masterpiece; I want to frame it. Even the sound design and color palette reflect the emotional state. This is a show that respects its medium and uses every tool to tell a complicated love story.
BB
bookworm_bl
December 2025
9.5/10
As a huge fan of the original novel, I was terrified the drama would sanitize the messy, obsessive dynamic. It didn't. In fact, it enhanced it. The inner monologue, the hidden details from the book—they're all here, woven into the script with love. I loved how they used Kiyoi's POV in the later episodes, which mirrors the novel's structure perfectly. The actors captured the characters' complexity exactly as I imagined. Yes, it's short, but every second is packed with meaning. A faithful and beautiful adaptation that does justice to the source material.
SJ
social_justice_analyst
October 2025
2/10
I'm alarmed by how many people defend this relationship as 'deep' or 'realistic'. It portrays a textbook abusive dynamic: a popular boy isolates, humiliates, and physically pushes around a vulnerable, stuttering classmate, and we're supposed to swoon when he says 'you're mine'? The power imbalance is never adequately addressed—Hira's obsessive behavior is framed as romantic, not concerning. The show fails to critique the toxicity; it simply presents it as inevitable. We need to hold BL accountable for romanticizing dynamics that would be inexcusable in real life. A dangerous and irresponsible narrative.
SS
soundtrack_savant
July 2025
8/10
The music in My Beautiful Man is just as important as the visuals. The end credit song is an absolute bop that I've had on repeat, but the real magic is the background score—those eerie, romantic piano notes that swell when Hira looks at Kiyoi. It perfectly captures the obsessive, dreamlike quality of his love. The sound design in the final episode gave me chills. I wish there was an official OST release. This show understands that music is the heartbeat of emotion, and it delivers.
QO
quiet_observer
June 2025
8.5/10
It's rare to find a BL that doesn't spoon-feed you the romance. My Beautiful Man trusts you to pay attention, to read between the lines. Hira and Kiyoi are both such flawed, frustrating people, but I couldn't look away. The finale absolutely destroyed me—in the best way. I understand why some are uncomfortable, but to me, it's a story about two lonely souls who find each other in the only way they know how. It's not pretty, but it's honest. I rewatched the last episode four times. Highly recommended if you want something with real emotional weight.